Boy, am I sleepy today! I haven’t been this sleep deprived in years! Since Eliot was a baby, probably. We lost Bear Bear last night and Eliot couldn’t sleep. When we all went to bed everything was fine and dandy. It all started around 2am. Eliot wet the bed so I had to change his pj’s in the middle of the night and I just snuggled him into our bed so I wouldn’t have to change his sheets. We’re all settled in and he whispers, “where’s Bear Bear?” I felt around for a minute and couldn’t find him in our bed. I went to his room and couldn’t find him in his bed. It all escalated until all the lights were on and everyone was searching. Still, no Bear Bear. I told Eliot he’d just have to sleep without him tonight and we could look in the morning. He took the news okay, but was very sad. He tossed and turned. Then I realized he was softly crying. “I just can’t sleep without Bear Bear.” I hugged him and tried to calm him. Every few minutes he’d suggest another place that we could look. Unfortunately, most of which we’d already searched. When morning finally came, his first words were, “I wish I had Bear Bear. Maybe I left him at school. Maybe he’s in the laundry.” All of a sudden, out of the blue, it struck me! I sat up straight in bed and said, “Hey, go look in your underwear drawer!” He jumped out of bed and ran to his room. I had remembered that when I changed his clothes, I had reached in his drawer and accidentally got underwear instead of pj bottoms. So I scooped up the pile and put it back in the drawer and grabbed pj’s. In the pitch dark, in my sleepy stupor, I must’ve scooped Bear Bear up with the wad of cloth and thrown him into the drawer, too.
I heard a squeal and a giggle. He came back in rubbing Bear Bear against his cheek and holding him lovingly like a newborn baby. I don’t even know if I can describe the look on his face. His eyes were closed lightly. His mouth was curled up into a gentle, easy grin. His cheeks were tinged with a rosy hue. It was pure contentment. I knew Bear Bear was pretty special but I didn’t realize how attached he was. At any rate, it was a joyous reunion, even though he was only missing for about six hours. Even still I’m thinking of putting a pager on him, just in case.